Sunday, October 30, 2005
Maybe God
What's it been? Not quite a month? Maybe three weeks? Three weeks of happy, well more like 1 week of happy and 2 weeks of content. That's pretty good.
But it seems that the effort needed to feel that way keeps escalating. I have been doing everything "right": eating well, exercising, getting enough sleep, thinking positive thoughts, setting goals, actively initiating social activities, having an open and relaxed attitude. It is all getting too much and more importantly it is not working.
Sometimes I wish I had it in me to believe in God.
But it seems that the effort needed to feel that way keeps escalating. I have been doing everything "right": eating well, exercising, getting enough sleep, thinking positive thoughts, setting goals, actively initiating social activities, having an open and relaxed attitude. It is all getting too much and more importantly it is not working.
Sometimes I wish I had it in me to believe in God.
// posted by suze @ 2:22 PM 
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Thanks Shavar!
For some strange reason (I'm not a Christian), your comment made me feel better :)
I guess all that anyone really wants is to feel loved and appreciated regardless.
For those regular readers who appreciate photography, I'd like to direct you to Shavar's fantastic photos over at flickr:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/shavar/
I love his portraits.
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For some strange reason (I'm not a Christian), your comment made me feel better :)
I guess all that anyone really wants is to feel loved and appreciated regardless.
For those regular readers who appreciate photography, I'd like to direct you to Shavar's fantastic photos over at flickr:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/shavar/
I love his portraits.
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